Spell: One

So, this kind of post will be more, current, less retrospective. And also, a bit more raw. Raw in that, I'm currently dealing with something. I'm annoyed. I feel like I've overstayed my welcome at my camp (more on that later I promise). Whether that is just perceived or not... is not the question. When … Continue reading Spell: One →

On the Cusp of Equilibrium

Photo by Vojtech Okenka from Pexels I'm glad that the last post of mine was seen! I was a bit hesitant, I must admit... Now, not so much. Do forgive me if I repeat myself, but this is a topic I often find myself approaching at least every other day. A feeling of floating around balance, recognizing that … Continue reading On the Cusp of Equilibrium →

An Infinite Ellipsis

I'd like to begin by apologizing for the false announcement of the last post. It was, premature... to say the least. With any luck, and honest effort, this will be my return into the world of blogger-dom. If you have read a couple of my blogs, you would notice that my titles deal only loosely … Continue reading An Infinite Ellipsis →

Dead From Afar, but Far From Dead.

So here I am again, for all two of you who might see this! So be it, haha. As the title suggests, this blog looks fairly-well abandoned. It is. It... was, rather. With any sort of luck I will dedicate myself to this on a higher priority than before. Since this is a return blog, … Continue reading Dead From Afar, but Far From Dead. →

A Fleeting Thing of Beauty

I was talking with my peer support specialist/sponsor yesterday about how I had these two best friends when I was younger, from about ages sixteen to eighteen. There is a story a little bit in the back catalogue of this blog that details me losing said dear friends. Today is not a day of mourning … Continue reading A Fleeting Thing of Beauty →

HALT!

This seems to be a welcome rarity since I've begun doing this. I'm referring to the fact that this is the second upload this week. It seems like the going rate is about a mere one per week. *pats self on shoulder* What's it about? What warranted another posting? Stagnancy. Stagnancy is a very prominent … Continue reading HALT! →

A Bit Unfocused

Welcome! If you've been here already, welcome back! As the title hints at, this post will be a little less thematic, if you will. I feel everything ties together, but it's an amalgamation of some new and old material. Hopefully you enjoy, and of course, learn something new... even if that happens to just be … Continue reading A Bit Unfocused →

FIT (Fat Is Terrifying)

The web grows ever stickier... What one person worships, the next person condemns/ debunks. When it comes to health and fitness it is this push and pull that leaves me dizzied and apathetic in the end. There are also nearly infinite views to adopt out there. There are those that seem like their lifelong goal … Continue reading FIT (Fat Is Terrifying) →

F**k It (hard)

Tonight is another group, one that is DBT specific. I have taken one before, but as with most things when I was younger, I wasn't actively using the skills. I have about an hour and a half until it's time to head out, so I figured I'd write about this thought process I've had several … Continue reading F**k It (hard) →

Swimming in an “Inferior” Gene Pool

So yeah, been fighting myself to do this, no matter how therapeutic it might be. I binged today, on cereal. This is why we have a couple of locked food areas in the house. I cannot trust myself too much. What's interesting was the reason why... It was this overwhelming rush of "FEED ME SEYMOUR". … Continue reading Swimming in an “Inferior” Gene Pool →